Fat

I've been dwelling on the fact that I still have 20 pounds to lose until I am at a desirable weight for my height. For some this number is minuscule in comparison with the weight they'd like to lose, but nonetheless, this is be a huge milestone in my life. Sometimes I feel rather pathetic for making body image one of my top priorities, but I figure we have one life to live and one body to live in. Why not be happy in your own skin? I don't struggle with who I am emotionally or intellectually, leaving my physical state as the only one with issues I'd like to address. ..


Regardless, I want to lose an additional 20 pounds. I couldn't believe that though I had already lost 20 pounds, I was still really far away from being at a healthy weight for my stature. As of now, I am carrying around 138 on a 5' 1" body frame. Maybe if about 10 pounds were resting in each one of my breasts, I wouldn't be as worried about losing the weight; however, the fat decided to deposit everywhere else other than my chest. No exaggeration. I'm 21 years old with the chest of a 13 year old girl (maybe younger considering how... well-endowed girls are seeming to get at an earlier age). So today, I am going to continue adding exercise to my diet in efforts of losing my super belly for ever.